I let it be!

I let the sound pass through my ears;
Thought it was meant for me.
Those words personified my fears;
Burning the soul setting it free.

I let the blood ooze out my cut;
Thought it was meant to be so.
The stream flowed through doors shut;
Unrestricted yes, it flowed.

I let my eye lids drop down;
Thought it is meant for now.
The smile turned into a frown;
Unknown is the answer to how.

I let the things as they are;
Thinking they're meant like that.
The thoughts wandered too off too far;
But for now whatever happened I might just be glad.

The seasons of a blasphemous soul!

Oh let the breeze flow,
And slap my face.
For all they show,
Is emotional disgrace.

Oh let it rain,
And hide my tears.
For my strength's gonna drain;
I'm living my fears.

Oh let it snow,
And blend the cold.
For i'm numb and low;
With no warm hold.

Oh let the sun shine,
And burn my soul.
For things're no longer fine;
Inside me I feel a hole.

Oh let it storm,
And ruin me.
For the norm;
Made by thee.

Disguise!

I see hostile faces and people
Wherever my eyes go.
A stone in the water causes ripple
And I really feel low...

Everything seems to be disguised
Good things get easily sliced.
Tears are surely enjoying the masquerade
I feel like a statue to be looked at a parade...

The disguised intentions
Hidden tensions
Broken relations
Are all nothing but sensations...

Even being depressed is a crime
Wearing a disguise is kinda important to dine.
Being too good can put you in a long line
Because happiness comes with water saline...

Tough Life!

Life could be so tough;
Never had a thought so rough.
Was absorbed in my dreams;
May be that's why i missed the sparkling streams.

Had a misconception about fantasies;
Thought they were something more than stories.
But I was wrong like everything else;
Every good thing in life is false.

Had unfathomable faith and was a theist;
Faith got shattered and now am pantheist.
Every fictional word is impossible to exist;
That's why its fictional and that's the whole gist.

It took some time to realize;
Practicality is the only thing to specialize.
It is no help to be dreamy and immature;
Just adapt realism and wisdom in your nature....

I Dream!

I dream of things that are really good,
But when I wake up, I am in a distressed mood.
Why are the dreams mere imagination,
Our mind falling for sweet temptation.

I dream of earning name and fame,
But in real they are difficult to claim.
They are nothing but dreams,
They flow away just like streams.

I dream and dream of my wish,
Its not gonna be true like a magical swish.
Dreams are a mixture of sweet and sour,
We always see it with a hope of more..

The evil inside!

It creeps onto you;
Like devil.
It makes you do;
Things so evil.

For some it's greed, for some it's lust;
A curse in disguise at it's worst.
But still some crave;
For the danger grave.

It lurks in dark;
But you see it bright.
It is not something stark;
But a fearful flight.

It'll make you go wild;
A tantrum throwing child.
You'll cry and beg and shout and scream;
Dominating your thoughts and even dreams.

Let it not cross wire the brain;
Let it get away, let it drain.
Don't feed it with the desire;
It'll ruin, burn you down in fire.

It's not voodoo;
Neither black magic.
It's not something the dark wizards do;
It's hidden inside creating situations tragic.

Me, all that I can be! :P

I close my eyes and let free,
My mind on a crazy spree.
That's when the thoughts come streaming,
The smile, the laugh, the sobs, the screaming..

I maybe silent or quiet sometimes,
Feeling loss or words and conversational lines.
But then I turn to the retard mode,
Babble non-stop and shed the load..

I'm surrounded by jerks, undeniable fact,
To be with solitude seems a better pact.
But then I am careless socially,
I end up acting stupid usually..

My actions are termed to be kiddish flings,
I'm prone to having severe mood swings.
But then who wants to grow up being all sensible?
To find logic in a world where's none is reliable..

The world is freaky, maybe I'll always fear,
But I'll try and pretend not to care.
I might never cease to be stupid but a little steady,
To face more jerks, I'll try to ready..

:)

Night, the Beloved!!

"Night, the beloved. Night, when words fade and things come alive. When the destructive analysis of day is done, and all that is truly important becomes whole and sound again. When man reassembles his fragmentary self and grows with the calm of a tree."
~Antoine de Saint-ExupEry
Often associated with the dark, evil and fear is the time of night! But seldom do we credit it for giving us the moments for personal redemption after a day that might have not been as bright as the sun promised it to be.

When the majority opts to slip into the world of dreams and give the body and mind peace and rest they earned after a laborious day, some of us treat the darkness as an asset for diving into the depths of our thoughts and polishing the ideas. The quiet and peaceful ambience of the night is just perfectly crafted for analysing our dreams with open eyes for Catherine O'Hara has said, "Night time is really the best time to work. All the ideas are there to be yours because everyone else is asleep."

But there's still more to this beautiful gift of nature! We all go through some really rough patches during most of the days of our life. We break down but still try to look all sober in front of the vile world. But as soon as our head feels the soft pillow under itself and darkness surrounding, there seems no need to stop our tears and the pain and sorrow gushes out without any restrictions. The night is the only witness of our break down and it burries it all in the black folds. Night has been so rightly described as a blotting paper for many sorrow!

Day is praised for the fact that we learn a lot with each rising sun. But we can't strip the night of the dignity for it teaches us the importance of 'HOPE'! So many survive on just a flickering flame of hope!
"One may not reach the dawn save by the path of the night."
~Kahlil Gibran
Living through a night overcoming all the possible fears with supposed hope to see a glowing sun of tomorrow. Moreover we can never relish or reach a day without crossing through the path of night!

The nature has it's laws of balance. Antimatter for matter, hot for cold and so goes with night for day. It balances reality with the dreams, the hustle bustle of day with it's quietness, the labor of day with a pause of sleep, and the most importantly it balances the monotonous blinding light of sky lit with a single sun by a dark sky glittering dimly with li'l pecks of stars and a calm shape changing moon symbolising the changing scenario of the world!


"No sight is more provocative of awe than is the night sky."
~Llewelyn Powys
Night has it's own beauty. The night sky filled with the glamour of stars and moon is simply irrestible for eyes that admire and aspire the glitz. Some describe the night in poems with exaggerating the feelings aroused by the dark, being fear, sorrow and sometimes love, while some paint it on a canvas with shades of greys and blacks potraying the beautiful hues with a certain mystery.

Nonetheless, the night has it's own mesmerising and rich liveliness! A time where dreams and thoughts and all that's trapped inside the soul comes to life and breaks almost all inhibitions!

Vincent van Gogh has so aptly said, "I often think that the night is more alive and more richly colored than the day."
So, just embrace all that the beloved night has to give you and give it all that you want to let go.

:)

Break free and Fly!!

When I look out of the window
And stare at the sky,
My heart wants to break free
And I wish to fly!!

My dreams ain't too small,
They need space to spread their wings.
Mind craving to soar against the fall,
It needs no push to spring!!

Feet trying to move on a path,
I thought was traced towards desireables.
But at steps I fall prey to the wrath,
Losing something stumbling on pebbles!!

I thought I knew all that's needed,
For me to break free and fly.
But missed some stuff I should've heeded;
For now it seems a petty try!!

The blue sky and clouds white,
Will have to wait for me.
Coz I'll be trying to fly quiet;
And eventually learn to break free...

:)